Dear Cristina,
Just around 1 year after the Erasmus life, I dreamed the life then at night sometimes. For me, everything is magic that I was in a such far away place and could make such strong relationships with you. Every time when I feel exhausted due to my work or the other burden, I remember the moment that we said are going to own a castle and big project.
Recently I fall into a “doubting” period that my work is getting stable and so as the life in another city. I kind of lose my goal and the time goes very soon.
One of the main reason cause this period, I believe is that I didn’t write the daily and do any thing to record my life so that I didn’t introspect myself for a long time.
What is dream like? When people only focus on their work and daily routines, it’s easy to forget the feeling of dreaming. I review the photo during my journey in Europe, it reminds me that it’s not my destination now. In order to pursue the life I dreaming, I should put a lot of effort for this.
I got two thoughts from readying this week. First, the achievement is come from the continued behavior. Second, imaging the person you want to become in 10 years, and you should push yourself on the way of becoming the person you want to be.
When I was a teenager, I thought very simple that I willing to put all my effort on chasing just one goal. I believe that is the main reason that I was successful to fulfill my dream, which is visiting in Europe. So I wish I can own this simple pattern again, and go step by step for our castle dream.
To be continued, for the next step…